random... thing... like... you know...

[confliction]

man this entry is gonna suck ass

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revolutions rocked, and man oh man...
...oh man...
...the thing...
...with the things...
...it's so cool!

Trying not to spoil it, lol.

Just think... Dragon Ball Z... hehe.

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*sigh*

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i get so much out of movies and art and stuff...
...music especially...

but i feel so low right now

something happened which really brought it home for me
by societies standards i'm really not cut out for social crap

i just don't think like most people...
...i hate nightclubs...
...i think if people put more time into finding their partner
and making sure they are who they say they are
and that they get along
then people would be a lot less stressed about relationships.

basically, i could of pulled or some shit like that last night
but i wasn't having any of it
it's not how i work, and its not how i want to work

dumb fucking societal 'norms'

she claimed it was a friendly chat anyway
i was sittin on my own in this club night that my housemate runs

anyways...

i hate people judging me by their standards
especially when society has no fucking standards.

this entry is sad

as in, what the hell am i on about

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i feel alone

forever

eternally

future

past

and present...

i feel alone

some know me better than others

but you all have your doubts

and that's the issue really...
like...
philosophically, we can't know anyone...
...i guess everyone fears it...
...it's the human condition...
...to not be understood.

Ignorance might be bliss,
but it's a price i can't afford.

The wool's not being pulled over my eyes,
i don't want to join the flock.

I'll just suffer in existential despair instead...

...and fight the hordes of the blind who don't understand the Matrix movies.

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what can i do?

take it a day at a time...?

I'm going to Paris soon, that will keep me occupied for a while.

Long story as to why i'm going...
...and you probably wouldn't believe me anyway.
I mean... you'll accept the story...
...you'll just judge my motives on your own terms.

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Space is a lonely place.
and inside my head ain't any better.

Comments

[hentaiko.livejournal.com]

"...and fight the hordes of the blind who don't understand the Matrix movies."

although everyone 'understands' movies in their own way (insert crap about encoding/decoding theory taught to us in media studies), i have to still agree that everyone appears to take it at face value. i haven't seen the last one yet, i've heard very mixed reviews (was it the times that gave it a 1/5, but then again, they would, wouldn't they. heat magazine gave it 4/5, and said it was too CGI-y and that action sequences went on for too many minutes to really care what went on), but of course im still going to watch it it. i guess its how people relate to the movies. it is easy to compare the matrix trilogy to any other action movies, which in society we tend to do alot with the comparisons.
i haven't read completely your post, so i will comment again next weekend (when i get back), but theres my 5 cent (or however many pence that is here ^_^)

oh yeah, steph says im a monkey. completely unrelated i believe...

[confliction.livejournal.com]

but you are a monkey... and it's completely related... don't you see? :P

i think it's hilarious... the way people are taking these movies... the 3rd one, for me, is pure genius... in that it deny's them exactly what they want, while simultaneously giving them what they asked for...

you'll see what i mean :D