Reflection

[confliction]

The kinda thing you get when you look in a mirror.
A mirror image.
A Duplicate.
Identical in every way...
...except...
...it's reversed.

So what's new?

Nothing really.

Same old, same old.

Just new people.

Same problems.

Same grind.

Same life.

Same troubles.

Same.

Duplicate.

Identical.

Same.

I've visited my Dad, visited Matt, came home last weekend to visit my family, some friends, Caz, came home this weekend to visit too...
...I was gonna stay a week, but really...
...there's nothing here for me...
...I'll just help my mum pack the rest of my things, so that she can move house while I'm at Uni, so when I next come home, I'll not be home.

The social side of Uni is alright I guess.
Meeting new people is always...
...interesting?
But the same old pattern arises.

I'm gonna join some clubs.
Join the gym first.
Start juicing too.
Then maybe move onto the rowing club.
Possibly Tai-Chi... it's only attended by girls I hear.

Hmmmm...

...I'm still sticking to my taking no addictive drugs thing.
Given up all red meat too.
Just Chicken and Fish now, yummy.

Cya at Xmas.

Comments

[etchedchaos.livejournal.com]

its good to hear that nothings really changed :p, and good to hear your gonna join some clubs, clubs are fun. Also good for you for sticking to your no addictive drugs thing, I'm still tee-total... infact I'm resisting huge amounts of peer pressure, yesterday someone bought me a reef when i ordered a j20 and i flat out refused to drink it... Self-discipline - great stuff.

[beanybeany.livejournal.com]

Glad Uni is going good for you, kinda at least. It's been a similar story I've heard from most people, things are much the same as when they left, except sometimes taken to a greater extreme. I guess change takes time. Probably was silly of me to think that going somewhere different would instantly change people. Did I think that? I forget.

why stopping eating red meat? I'm doing the same, but I wondered what your reasons where. It is quite strange that we seem to take similar dietry decisions at the same time. I'm also attempting to go vegetarian. I'm not anti-eating animals per-se, but I can't hack the way quite a lot of them are treated.

There is, of course, a clause on all this, for me at least. If people offer me food of pretty much any variety, I'll eat it. I don't care enougth to put other people out of their ways. If people happen to see me not eat meat, or coke, and think that I am a vegetarian, good for those people :D

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[confliction.livejournal.com]

Maybe there can be now change to life, for it could just be one big pattern. *shrug*

I've given up red meat for health reasons mainly. I would buy my chicken and fish free-range, but I'm a student :S

I don't eat the food stuffs I've given up if they're offered to me... apart from chocolate... I eat that on birthdays, cause everyone seems to have chocolate cake! Grrr.

Hope everythings going swell in Manchester.

[yellowjellybaby.livejournal.com]

am i not your friend? you didn't mention me. who do you think brought the tickets to get caz back to baldock?? mmmmmm???

anyway.... i agree. underneath the new faces and different pasts these people are exactly the same as the ones before. i have a friend called Alice (who you must meet shes fab) and she looks like Laura Wheen so much its unbelivable. I have another girl who looks like Alyson Queerious and another that looks like clair dinmore. i cant get away.

problems are more out there right now i think but you're right same old problems though this time its more about money than relationships i think/

wow a new house. you'll be in between caz and me. so when caz walks down my street he can pop in and say hi and i'll wonder wheres hes got too and worry. yay. obessive girlfriend. yay. anyway...

i SHOULD join a club. i think caz will after the mugging thing but hes too lazy. i don't think he wants to move. its too cold here. brrr. maybe after xmas.

we're coming down the 20th dec until i don't know when. hes spending xmas at my house but as for new years he'll have to see what his flatmates are doing.

glad to hear you're having fun. yet you haven#t mentioned how your course is going yet....

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[confliction.livejournal.com]

Heya... sorry i didn't mention you :(

I'll see you when you come down then :)

My course is going well... but his reading week has been boring... although that's probably my fault for not actually readiing... hehe.

Ah well. See you guys at xmas.
Bring down some single hot chicks if you can... for my present :P

[yellowjellybaby.livejournal.com]

hey jamielo i was thinking that now you have the internet at your place you can finally UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lets us peeps in baldock know how you're getting on!