Suicide

[confliction]

I made a promise to myself to never commit suicide.
Frankly, I don't see why i ever did.

What's the damn point in it all?

Why bother living?

To 'hope' that it'll get better?
To live for the good times?

Surely that just ignores the bad stuff...
...a society of ignorance.

I wanna write a suicide note, and post it to everyone I know, and then when i die, they can reveal it to the world in droves... contacting their local newspapers and stuff... that way, the police or whoever will have less of a chance of confiscating my note, and editing out the bits they don't want the world to see.

Now all i need is a suicide plan, that has purpose, rather than being pointless. I once heard someone say they wanted to leave this world in a better state than they found it. I suggest I do everyone a favour, and blow up the world Elite, at next years Bilderberg Conference. Then you can all have new people take control of the world, and then take it from there.

You can't hope it'll be better than before though... cause it might not be... so I will need a following of people willing to blow up the next lot of world Elite.

...and so on...
...and so on...
...ad infinitum.

Pointless huh?

After discussing the subject of suicide, and mulling it over in my head, I see that it's pointless... it's JUST as pointless as life is!

It really is all ridiculous!

Everything is infinite.
There is no ULTIMATE goal.
Thus, there is NO point!

Sun rises, sun sets...ad infinitum
Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter... ad infinitum
Born, live, die... ad infinitum

...no, I'm not talking reincarnation... someone is born, they live, they die... something is born, it lives, it dies, anything is born, it lives, it dies... ad infinitum.

Life goes around in circles...

...totally pointless.

I kill myself... something is born...
...no purpose...
...no goal...
...no point.

Infact... what's the point in this post?

FUCK EVERYTHING!

Comments

FUCK IT ALL!!

[ex-blackbook758.livejournal.com]

"Before the taking of a toast and tea." If everything is pointless why am I even commenting? You know as well as I do that the reason we're all living is to live. Now, stop sulking about having to do it, and do it.

Re: FUCK IT ALL!!

[confliction.livejournal.com]

I don't have to though...
...what is this fallacy everyone is under?

You don't HAVE to live dammit!

You all decide to.

You're all addicted or somet.

I'm not an addict.

[ex-blackbook758.livejournal.com]

I guess I just can't be bothered to do anything about it. It's like oxygen. I don't choose to breathe it, it just happens, really. It's almost instinctive. And as I seem to be breathing, and my heart seems to be beating, then I guess that living is my only option for a while. *sighs*

Ad infinitum...

[ex-blackbook758.livejournal.com]

JJ will make silly mistakes, recify them, make them again... ad infinitum.

Rectification...

[ex-blackbook758.livejournal.com]

JG will make silly mistakes, rectify them, make them again... ad infinitum.

Re: Ad infinitum...

[confliction.livejournal.com]

pointless huh?

Pretty much.

[ex-blackbook758.livejournal.com]

And I made one of my ironic mistake specialty typos. *smacks forehead*

Nice One

[princessbb.livejournal.com]

Yup JJ, FUCK EVERYTHING. The mood I am in makes me say that. Drop me a line sometime please. Love Always, Princess BB.

[popsickle.livejournal.com]

Gah i only just read this, dude, what's up? I thought you were happy? You know what, you spend too much time worrying about others when really you should worry about yourself some more! And why are you trying to pick apart and analyse 'life' all the time? Why make it complicated? And also think about your friends, we love you and don't want anything to happen to you, okay? If you need to talk, which it sounds like you do, then i'm here yeah? Talk to ya soon,
<3 Caroline
~*~