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[confliction]

"Fix my new memory with a cold naked stare, chew up the words but with floods beware

Fondness can escalate beyond my repair, chance is the fiction will orchestrate despair
Again, these hands blow dry but I can handle it again, these words collide but I can handle

Happiness is coated in a mindless kicking, let's fall apart, get up high and leave
Again, these hands blow dry but I can handle it again, these words collide but I can handle

Kill your bizarre mindset, fuckhead, soldered to a three-layered concrete brainwave castration

Walking backwards home with you" - Biffy Clyro, "with aplomb".

Comments

[warrior-alee.livejournal.com]

i HAVE A QUESTION ARE YOU A GUY OR GIRL MY HUSBAND AND I ARE AT A DEBATE ABOUT IT COULD YOU SHED SOME LIGHT ON US?

[confliction.livejournal.com]

I'm most definately a guy :)

Out of curiosity, why do you ask?... i mean, what makes it not obvious?

[warrior-alee.livejournal.com]

I couldnt tell you but i got a good i told you so from my husband sorry hope i didnt offend you :/

[confliction.livejournal.com]

Awww... it'd be cool to know. Maybe it's something you can't describe? Nevermind though, you didn't offend me :)
It's quite entertaining really!

On a change of note, my thoughts are with you and your sister! :)
...And your truck ;)

[warrior-alee.livejournal.com]

Thanks I apretiate it and to tell you the truth I looked at you interests and you have girls for an interest and I like girls too seeing as if I wasnt married I would be gay thats why I wasnt sure about telling you that that is why I dindt say at first

[confliction.livejournal.com]

I see, that makes a lot of sense, it's easy to get confused these days between who is what sex and orientation... i've been hit on by men several times. I think i deal with it decently and with respect to them, while making sure i'm making it clear that's just not who i am, you know? It's difficult enough finding a girlfriend, i can't imagine how hard it must be finding a boyfriend if you're a boy. lol.

No worries though :)

[warrior-alee.livejournal.com]

AWESOME!!!!

[warrior-alee.livejournal.com]

I need some new stuff to read of yours have you disappeared as I had a few months ago? miss your writings, hope you doing well in school and hope you and your family had a good easter

[confliction.livejournal.com]

Heya :)

The only thing i've written in a while i posted in various communities... like this one - Actual_Liberals (http://community.livejournal.com/actual_liberals/69233.html)

I've not disappeared as such, i just haven't posted or replied for quite a while... i seem to have lost my motivation. This might be due to the stress of trying to pay my rent on time every month. I'm getting better at dealing with it though. I graduated last July, so it's just working the hard life now. Even though i have a degree, it seems incredibly difficult to get a real job. Especially with the current downturn in the British economy... my mum, dad and brother have all lost their jobs, although my brother lost his because he never showed up, which is a bit stupid. He's young though, so nevermind, he'll learn. I wasn't able to afford to see my family for Easter, which is a shame, although my mum called me and we had a nice conversation.

I've been trying to read your recent posts and it seems unfair that Mark is causing you so many problems... he must have nothing better to do! I hope you and Gabby are able to stay together... my only worry is that your strong beliefs might be used against you. I agree that marijuana should be legal and just because we smoke it doesn't make us junkies, but in the eyes of the law its very different. If you don't play the game their way, then it will be many hundreds of times more difficult for you. I'm just saying this because i'm concerned, hope you understand.

I hope you find somewhere nice to live... is Canada far from where you are? Everyone always says its a nice place to live :)

[warrior-alee.livejournal.com]

canada would be ok but I rather live on an Island or a english country I like austrailia and africa has been a thought I am also sad mark is being an ass it is him and my family drivin me away I could quiet smoking but now I have decided to move in with mom seeing as they seem to want to give gabby to her I feel this will keep them of my back
and I too am shy of motivation money is tight and jobs are scarce everywhere I hope to remain at my present job but after last nights fiasco I am so ready to quit seeing as I need the job I will swollow my pride once again
Mark is also playing the game that I am gay and I should not get her.saying gays have no morals but we do we just love more than strieght people no offence but I have never been happier being me who I am and not controled by men my man hate is from being molested by my sisters husband I thats another bitch fit of mine, sorry. so far I have not seen any money from him to help me this is my stress I am behind on all the bills and I am a month behind on rent I was close to being kicked out so I am giving it up and moving back home tho this may not be a bright idea but I will be able to save to go prospect new zealand and england possibly france these are some england just cuz of ancestry paris cuz education same as newzealand
glad you are out of school and I hope the jobs get better there and rent seems to be an issue all around people just dont seem to be making enough to survive anymore
love vicky-lynn