2002-05-09

Suicide

2002-05-09 12:00 am
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I made a promise to myself to never commit suicide.
Frankly, I don't see why i ever did.

What's the damn point in it all?

Why bother living?

To 'hope' that it'll get better?
To live for the good times?

Surely that just ignores the bad stuff...
...a society of ignorance.

I wanna write a suicide note, and post it to everyone I know, and then when i die, they can reveal it to the world in droves... contacting their local newspapers and stuff... that way, the police or whoever will have less of a chance of confiscating my note, and editing out the bits they don't want the world to see.

Now all i need is a suicide plan, that has purpose, rather than being pointless. I once heard someone say they wanted to leave this world in a better state than they found it. I suggest I do everyone a favour, and blow up the world Elite, at next years Bilderberg Conference. Then you can all have new people take control of the world, and then take it from there.

You can't hope it'll be better than before though... cause it might not be... so I will need a following of people willing to blow up the next lot of world Elite.

...and so on...
...and so on...
...ad infinitum.

Pointless huh?

After discussing the subject of suicide, and mulling it over in my head, I see that it's pointless... it's JUST as pointless as life is!

It really is all ridiculous!

Everything is infinite.
There is no ULTIMATE goal.
Thus, there is NO point!

Sun rises, sun sets...ad infinitum
Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter... ad infinitum
Born, live, die... ad infinitum

...no, I'm not talking reincarnation... someone is born, they live, they die... something is born, it lives, it dies, anything is born, it lives, it dies... ad infinitum.

Life goes around in circles...

...totally pointless.

I kill myself... something is born...
...no purpose...
...no goal...
...no point.

Infact... what's the point in this post?

FUCK EVERYTHING!
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So, did we learn anything from my rant in the last post?
I know I did!

I still have my promise to keep, that's for sure!
I also ask you now, to vow to yourselves and make that promise too!

By realising the lessons set out before, it is only then one can realise they can do ANYTHING with their lives! I know it's easier said than done, but with practice, we will all prevail in our lives, and prevail in anything we decide to do with them.

We have a blank slate upon which to write.
Fresh Canvas, upon which to paint.
Together, we will create the world.

We all need each other.
But inside we have ourselves.
Together, we will create our world.

We will never give up!
I will never give up!
Together, we will create our future.

Someone once said to me...

"Only you continue, everything else is pale by comparison"

So, the meaning of life?

I've said it before to a few of you, and no, i haven't forgotten, I just had to experience 'not knowing'.

Everyone...

The greatest things in life, are often the simplest...

Life is for LIVING!

Go do it!

For yourselves, and for those that mean something to you!
Let us all try and leave the world a better place!

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When life makes us sad,
See clouds above head,
Feel rain on cheek,
Stones beneath feet,
And just think,
How indifferent are they to how we feel?

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