"paradise found is paradise lost"

[confliction]

you're an idiot if you don't take every chance you're given
if they don't pick you, they'll pick someone else

i'm a fucking idiot.

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i'm scared.

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i'm alone.

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i have no idea what i'm doing.

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and yet i still keep breathing...
...still keep weeping

over this life.

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i may feel like the entire race is...
...immature...
...adolescent...
...retarded...
...young.

there are times when i'm the young...
...the very young.

like the child i am,
i will live and learn.

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i hope humanity wakes up,
and does the same.

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(this is not a list in order of importance)

her name was Eleanor...
her name was Rebecca...
her name was Lisa...
her name was Carly...
her name was Kim...
her name was Caroline...
her name was Lindsy...
her name was Katie...
her name was Suzy...
her name was Carmen...
her name was Chloe...
her name was Corrine...
her name was Lorna...
her name was Nicola...
her name is ...

where does it end?

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Finch - Ender (lyrics)

Here I am beside myself again
I'm torn apart by words that you have said
All in all, I know we're falling apart
Where did you run to so far away?

Here we are to sing you a song
There you are asleep against the window pane
Just like always

You said you like to hear the rain sometimes
All I can do is tell you the truth
And oh, my eyes will tell you the same

Here we are to sing you a song
There you are asleep again

Grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result

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touched :)

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i saw my name ... it's like NOOO! im not worth the typing effort lol! hey we need 2 talk some time , shit it's been a whole week since any contact!! wow, yea glastonbury!!! hope u enjoyed!!! :)... y r u an idiot, scared?? i'm confused! text me ok, ... chloëxXx