even if you're not with me
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conflictionHmmm, might update more regularly, as part of a tactic to increase motivation.
I did that 'heart' testy thingy...
...not sure about the result, seems a bit...
...big headed... lol, and i didn't even write it :P
Heart of Crystal
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla
I've edited it slightly, i mean, the way it's displayed... if it's messed up, blame me :D
- - - - - - - -
Today I haven't really done much that means anything to anyone else :P
I went to library for a few hours, read some stuff, made a few notes...
...i hope to go again tomorrow, for longer, and hopefully do more.
In my dream this morning, after waking up and falling asleep a few times...
...i had this dream where i decided to go into this garden, and fly,
but i tried to go as high as possible, just kept going up and up and up,
was a hell of a rush...
...which is an understatement, as i'll describe...
...Earth shrank beneath my feet, and i, for lack of a better word, 'rocketed' away...
...nothing new for me really, i've been in space twice before...
...in my dreams at least :P...
Once was a trip to Mars... that was hella fast...
...the other time i was just in orbit around Earth,
and was looking down through the upper atmosphere,
and could also see all this trash orbiting Earth,
like coca-cola cans and the like, was odd.
Anyways, this time, the reason it was a real 'rush'...
...was because as i flew away from Earth, i started waking up...
...and that's when it went really fooking weird.
I could see my bedroom, and the bay window, which my bed faces...
...and hence, i face...
...but it kept fading/flickering out of existence...
...while my body became filled with an intense energy...
...which also seems to be describable by the word 'Green'...
...i've felt something similar before, and was anticipating being in agony,
which, coupled with the anxiety it created, finally woke me up...
...but upon reflection, there was no pain...
...and as the bay window disappeared, it was replaced with...
...what i can only describe now as 'somewhere else'.
I'm reluctant to say this next sentence,
because i know full well what it's similar to,
but it really felt like i was not only waking up from my dream...
...but was waking up from life.
'This' life, at least...
*shrug*
The reason i have no real recollection of this experience,
is because the memories of it quickly dicipated after i woke...
...eventually all i remembered was the flight, the rush, and the 'Green'.
But i knew there was something else,
due to vague memories, fragments, hazy sights and feelings,
and i eventually traced back through...
...or traced forwards through...
...my experience.
Was all rather... interesting.
Anyways, enough of me and my insanity :P
Take Care :)
~JJ~
I did that 'heart' testy thingy...
...not sure about the result, seems a bit...
...big headed... lol, and i didn't even write it :P
Heart of Crystal
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla
I've edited it slightly, i mean, the way it's displayed... if it's messed up, blame me :D
- - - - - - - -
Today I haven't really done much that means anything to anyone else :P
I went to library for a few hours, read some stuff, made a few notes...
...i hope to go again tomorrow, for longer, and hopefully do more.
In my dream this morning, after waking up and falling asleep a few times...
...i had this dream where i decided to go into this garden, and fly,
but i tried to go as high as possible, just kept going up and up and up,
was a hell of a rush...
...which is an understatement, as i'll describe...
...Earth shrank beneath my feet, and i, for lack of a better word, 'rocketed' away...
...nothing new for me really, i've been in space twice before...
...in my dreams at least :P...
Once was a trip to Mars... that was hella fast...
...the other time i was just in orbit around Earth,
and was looking down through the upper atmosphere,
and could also see all this trash orbiting Earth,
like coca-cola cans and the like, was odd.
Anyways, this time, the reason it was a real 'rush'...
...was because as i flew away from Earth, i started waking up...
...and that's when it went really fooking weird.
I could see my bedroom, and the bay window, which my bed faces...
...and hence, i face...
...but it kept fading/flickering out of existence...
...while my body became filled with an intense energy...
...which also seems to be describable by the word 'Green'...
...i've felt something similar before, and was anticipating being in agony,
which, coupled with the anxiety it created, finally woke me up...
...but upon reflection, there was no pain...
...and as the bay window disappeared, it was replaced with...
...what i can only describe now as 'somewhere else'.
I'm reluctant to say this next sentence,
because i know full well what it's similar to,
but it really felt like i was not only waking up from my dream...
...but was waking up from life.
'This' life, at least...
*shrug*
The reason i have no real recollection of this experience,
is because the memories of it quickly dicipated after i woke...
...eventually all i remembered was the flight, the rush, and the 'Green'.
But i knew there was something else,
due to vague memories, fragments, hazy sights and feelings,
and i eventually traced back through...
...or traced forwards through...
...my experience.
Was all rather... interesting.
Anyways, enough of me and my insanity :P
Take Care :)
~JJ~